2005-12-12 - 10:26 a.m.
a wonderful dream about flying, around a giant, giant, giant playground and i could magically put christmas lights and decorations anywhere i wanted. a strange sort of summer camp, don was there, and said being there was like being at work. all sorts of mischief, the kids took my glasses, at first when i got them back they were someone else's, and then i got them back again and a girl had written i <3 u on the left lens. wandered out back into ice and snow, saw terra in warm clothes with a huge blowup bed/boat thing strapped to her back and she was hopping along, like she was hiking but not having much success. i was sliding on the ice somehow, and as i climbed back up the shallow long hill water was cascading down in torrents, but proceeding very slowly even though at the edge it was churning violently. reach back to a building and try several locked old doors, all graffitied, watched by old, decrpit men in alcoves and one fat thai security guard. see a couple bathroom doors. finally find a door that has been duct taped open and walk in. inside is a dank and dark but wide basement hallway. to the left is like an evil convenience store counter with a lot of magazines in front. everything is poorly lit from yellow lights in the ceiling and the white walls are graffitied in red, mostly. take an immmediate right down the long hall, see a long blond haired guy and a black lady with a big chin watching tv, both of whom seem very familiar. not far down the hall when men with shotguns start screaming and shooting and everyone including me hits the deck. they start blowing people away on the floor and the guy next to me goes nuts and runs up to them with a gun and they kill him. i turn over and i have a shot gun, meaning to wait until they get over and then shooting them. don't even notice the same security guard from out front next to me is pointing a shotgun at my head until it's too late, and he shoots me and i wake up. for a moment i thought it was real and i was dead, and i heard a sound and a splatter and thought three things: that's it then, no more accomplishments, and of my mom. then i realized i was awake and it was a dream, and man it fucked with my head.
